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...november 29, 1979... harry hines... peep show...blonde boy... a knife... and then... and then... and then...
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liquor... obsession... priscilla... the mansion... a smudge on the wall... the basement... remember... we drink to forget... back to the beginning...
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CHAPTER 2: "LOOK HOW CLOSE I AM"
...and i'm naked... assault... a knife across the forehead... they came back... the trucker... mother... and i never see him again... until...
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CHAPTER 5: "THE BOY FROM BOYD"
2A football... dogfights... tony... the pervert... the nice rapist... jeffrey, sandra, betty jo, steven... let them all in... the way we were...
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CHAPTER 3: "HEADS I WIN, TAILS YOU LOSE"
...april 30, 1989... usually someone spends the night... clarice tinsley... casino beach... the image on the television... a hammer... the obsession...
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CHAPTER 6: "BEYOND THE GAYBORHOOD"
to find a trick... slow dance... hunger... liquid courage... rock bottom... then there was a shot... the program... the 13th step